My
name is Justin Peyton and I am a 29-year-old African American from
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. I grew up in a loving, two-parent,
middle-class household with three siblings.
Growing
up, my family and I self-identified as Christians, but we were never
members of a church, nor did we attend Sunday services or other
activities. The extent of religious expression in our home was
celebrating Christmas.
Nevertheless,
both of my parents set definitive boundaries for good conduct and
character to which I was expected to adhere. Given the state of marriage
and family in American society today, I am grateful to God for this
blessing.
In
addition, my parents’ interest in the histories and cultures of other
regions of the world created an environment of general tolerance,
respect, and admiration for people whose customs and beliefs were
different from my own. Both of these factors would greatly contribute to
my future acceptance of Islam.
If
I had to identify one single event as the starting point for my journey
to Islam, it would have to be the tragic events of 9/11. (Now before
anyone gets spooked, thinking that I’m a radicalized American convert
and forwards this story to the FBI, give me the benefit of the doubt and
continue reading.)
After
months of seeing very unflattering media coverage about Islam and
Muslims, it occurred to me that the negative portrait being painted did
not coincide with the experiences I had with Muslim classmates,
neighbors and others, growing up in Philadelphia.
It also occurred to me that despite knowing Muslims, I had never actually bothered to take the time to learn about their faith.
So,
with the open-mindedness instilled in me by my parents, I decided to
research some facts about Islam in order to reconcile the apparent
disparity between my personal experiences and media coverage.
Being
a college student at the time, the first place I went for information
is the Internet, and I eventually settled on one particular website that
was geared primarily toward non-Muslims.
Over
the course of several months, I progressed from reading introductory
articles on the basic belief and practices of Muslims, to more in-depth
topical pieces on belief in God, His prophets, His books, Judgment Day,
and so on, as well as reading about practices like prayer, fasting,
hajj, and so on.
The site also had articles on the place of family, marriage in Islam, as well as conversion stories like this one.
Spurred
to learn more, I went to a local bookstore, purchased a copy of the
Quran, and began to read. I could spend pages listing which information
struck me most and why, but suffice it to say that everything that I
read made intrinsic sense to me.
After
a few more months I decided that reading and learning about Islam on my
own was not enough, so I searched to find any nearby mosques.
I
contacted the closest mosque, which was about 45 miles away, spoke to
their president, and arranged a time to visit and discuss Islam with
local Muslims.
On
the appointed day, I showed up and spent a great deal of time talking
to a very helpful brother. Unbeknownst to me, the information he shared
permeated my heart.
During
my second visit, in late summer of 2002, it dawned on me that I
believed that Islam was the truth, so right then and there, I took my
Testimony of Faith and spent the whole weekend at the mosque learning
what was necessary for me to perform the ritual prayers on my own when I
returned to school.
That
community was wonderful, and had I stayed in the vicinity, I am sure
that I would have received a lot of support adjusting to my life as a
new Muslim. But that was not to be.
Prior
to the events of 9/11, I had developed an interest in the military, and
continued discussions with local armed forces recruiters, concurrent
with the exploration of Islam that would lead to my conversion.
Within
two month of accepting Islam I also signed papers to join the Marine
Corps, and that winter, after graduation, I was off to boot camp.
Looking
back on that part of my life, I am grateful for the skills I gained and
experiences I had during the course of my service. But in retrospect,
the timing between these two events was less than ideal.
I
found that as a new Muslim, the nature of military life was not
conducive to helping me find my bearings in this religion. For instance,
the pace and schedule of entry-level training made it extremely
difficult, if not impossible, for me to fulfill basic tenants like
praying the prayers in their allotted time or fasting Ramadan.
Even
after leaving training, I was located in an area of the U.S. with no
Muslim community, which prevented me from developing my faith. It wasn’t
until some three years into my service that I met another practicing
Muslim service member who would be able to teach me both about Islam and
how to navigate military life as a Muslim. May God reward him for his
efforts.
After
completing my military service in the summer of 2007, I moved back to
Philadelphia, became an active member of a local mosque, and was blessed
with the ability to obtain a job at the local chapter of the Council on
American Islamic Relations (CAIR), a non-profit civil rights and
advocacy organization for Muslims.
The
two years I spent as a part of the Philadelphia Muslim community and an
employee of CAIR-PA was a tremendous learning experience that really
spurred my development and whetted my appetite for more.
And
that leads me to where I am now, an Islamic chaplaincy student at
Hartford Seminary in Connecticut, pursuing its combined Masters of Arts
in Islamic studies, Christian-Muslim relations and Graduate Certificate
in Islamic chaplaincy.
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